I can't believe it is 2010 already. Time is flying and I'd like it to slow down a bit! I can't believe that it will be 6 weeks tomorrow that we said goodbye to Eryn.

We held a memorial service for her last night. It was really nice and I am so glad that we did it. She deserved it and I think we needed it also. It was wonderful to hear her name being said. Tori read a beautiful poem and I thank her for that. It meant so much to us! Esther from my mom's church sang Amazing Grace and it simply was amazing. She is a beautiful and talented woman! I thank my mom for helping organize it, she was a huge help during these past 6 weeks!

I hold close to my heart that I will see my little girl again and she will be happy and not sick. I wake up missing her and go to sleep missing her. She is always in my thoughts.

Lukas is keeping me busy, always getting into some kind of trouble! Typical boy! We are so happy in our new home. I am so glad we found this house! The neighborhood is great! The dogs love their new backyard with the freedom to run around!

Hopefully 2010 will be a good year for us!