Not much going on, on this end. Just waiting for 2009 to be over and hopeful that 2010 is going to be an awesome year for Sam, Lukas and I.

I miss Eryn and think about her every day several times a day. I stare at her urn and am still in shock that this has happened. I accept it but I wish things had been different.

We are mostly settled in the house, we have started painting the rooms. Lukas' room is almost done and we painted the sunroom! We just try to keep busy as much as we can.

Tori and I went to Michael's and I purchased a pink scrapbook and material to make a scrapbook for Eryn. I had already bought a small scrapbook when I first found out I was pregnant to fill with my pregnancy photos and ultrasounds but it was Mickey Mouse and just wasn't good enough for her. I am hoping to start it this week.

So that is all in my life right now. Just taking it day by day. It's the best that I can do.